The news = the war

I was reminded today of why I dont name a habit of watching the news. It is nothing but bad news and war updates with my future husband about to be one of our governments brave pons I do not wish to hear about the plans of terrorist groups and what they want to do to our men and why. That is my man your talking about and the news people talk about it as if the men that are dying are just statistics. I have had enough I can't stand watching the news. These are real mem and women we are talking about. This is our husbands, boyfriend, fathers, mothers, wives, sons, daughters, and friends.how can you talk about them as if it's just another oh well story? What happened to compassion? What happened?   I will pray for us all for if this is how things are to be we are all going to need it. God bless

Wishing

I find myself wishing for a lot of things lately but most of all o want my Stephen back to have him hold me and to see him smile when he doesn't know I am watching. I love him so much. :)

Hard Times

II miss my man but today I am looking for ways to make sure we can stay connected. With ask the technology now days that should be rather easy. I am excited for all of our plans to go through. For now it is just a lot of planning. I am excited
I just got blogger on my phone so I will be able to update often. :p tata for now

So Begins a New Journey

My boyfriend is getting deployed to Iraq and is currently away at training. His deployment started May 27th and will be one year long. This was tough to hear since it was a last minute deployment for him. He was given 5 days notice. Knowing how I am and how I need to stay busy to keep from worrying myself sick he gave me a task. Upon finding out about his deployment he told me it is my job to plan our wedding while he is gone. :) That is not the official proposal because he wants to do that romantically and make it a surprise but I like it all the same. We will be getting married when he comes back and it is going to be a nice fall wedding in 2012. I am very excited and have started planning already. I want everything to be thought out and prepared for as much as possible as soon as possible. My son is very excited about the whole thing and very much so looks forward to having a daddy. I love them both so much and this is going to be a very fun journey. I am sure I will post more, I just needed to share my excitement. I am going to try to keep blogging about my process and cheap tips or advice is always welcome! Yay so long for now my lovely readers. :)